I'm so sorry that you lost a loved one to death!! I've lost many dear ones in the past because of the enemy death, and I wanted to share some comforting scriptures with you from God's word the Bible that comforted me during my time of grief. Psalms 34:19 states that God is close to the broken hearted and those crushed in spirit he saves. God truly cares for you!! Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you. On your spare time please look up Revelation 21:3,4. It offers a tremendous amount of comfort for those who have lost ones to death. I hope this has brought some comfort to you as it did to me.
My deepest condolences for the loss of your dear loved one. While nothing will completely take away your grief, by meditating on God's promises found in the Bible, you can find real hope and the strength to keep going. My family and I have found the scripture at Isaiah 25:8 to be especially comforting. Here it promises that God "will swallow up death forever, and the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces.